I have been away a while . Nothing to write really
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Added by Epiphany Renee on June 25, 2009 at 10:56pm —
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What's in my head? Pouring out in tiny endless distracting bits... .. I want to tell you a story. A story for everyday and everyway.
A confused boy admits he finds me fasinating then returns to his games. Doesn't get me.
Another knows I have some draw but tries to treat me like any new toy. Doesn't get me.
There is beauty everywhere. Your pain as well as your joy. Open your eyes to the world, the disgusting is amazing. What you find mundane I might find fascinating. Hate, the true kind, is jus…
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Added by Epiphany Renee on May 7, 2009 at 10:13am —
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hey just a quick note. I know I said I was going to be commenting but it's the beginning of the month and I wsa too depressed. Anyhow, I am back. I hope a lot of you guys will stick around.
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Added by Epiphany Renee on May 5, 2009 at 12:03pm —
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I can't believe I go to write my final BEDA post and the internet would not work! What crap is that?
Anyhow, I want thank BEDA for showing me 'I CAN'. I will continue writing everyday thanks to this challenge. BUT (A Big One) I will probably only post online once a week. I hope some my new friends will keep posting as well.
This will be a short one today because I got behind on reading said friends' posts and I am going to comment on as many as I can. (*update... I will comment tomorrow morning.…
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Added by Epiphany Renee on May 1, 2009 at 10:19pm —
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Just one more after this. I have proven myself. Next stop St. John's. It's time I took control, took blame, accepted consequence, risk. Life is a challenge but I intend to live it all.
Live strong
Love hard
I can not beat it,
I won't survive
but while I'm here I'll thrive
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Added by Epiphany Renee on April 29, 2009 at 10:31pm —
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I realize I have been pushing but these things are not in my control. I woke today shaking, wanting to switch to pulling. I saw this as the convulsing subsided. I took a breathe. If your trust in me is shattered I can only be trustworthy, if your love has wavered I can only give you mine, if you are confused I have to let you work it out, I can't guide you or convince you. You have to go through your journey just as I had a path I had to follow. Whatever is necessary, my heart, whatever you need…
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Added by Epiphany Renee on April 29, 2009 at 10:28pm —
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some truth today. I am in love with someone who I have hurt very deeply. I have been naïve and manipulative and blinded by myself. He is still my best friend but I wish I could do something to convince him I've done some growing up and I can really say what I want now.
I have a lot going against me. I have said the words before and though I feel things more strongly and see them more clearly there aren't new words to describe how I feel. And I really screwed things.... I dug a hole and then I le…
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Added by Epiphany Renee on April 28, 2009 at 6:16am —
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I haven't talked about this since the beginning of the year. Debut authors '09 is a reading challenge in which you buy the books (and read them of course) of author debuting in 2009. (Not what you expected from the name, right?) I am doing a few reading challenges this year but this is most important to me. I think supporting debuting authors is a responsibility we need to acknowledge. I for on don't want a decline in the number of books being released and dispersed every year and I definitely d…
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Added by Epiphany Renee on April 27, 2009 at 10:55am —
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I didn't write anything before work again. Sometimes I just don't have the time to and it's time I admitted it... mostly this is an admission to myself. I can not make more fit in a day.
I am sorry I don't have a lot today like I said but apparently telling people you are going to take care of something doesn't find you the time either. I am very tired and busy tonight.
I will say, however, that something interesting happened at work. I almost attacked my boss! OK.... it wasn't really exciting,…
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Added by Epiphany Renee on April 26, 2009 at 9:58am —
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I can't believe BEDA is almost over. I am going to make it! I don't have anything prepared for today. But I just can't believe I am going to make it. I think after it is all of this is over I will still be able to write everyday, probably not online everyday, but as much as I can.
I really don't have much to say today. But I am going to write something today. something long! I will!
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Added by Epiphany Renee on April 25, 2009 at 9:14am —
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I can barely move today.... I don't want to think.
I am supposed to write a story about the life of a straw or what my hands would say if they could talk... (I asked for suggestions) BUT..... I am really fucking down today, so I am not....
I do have this:
It's funny how losing you
makes me want to die
But I don't regret a single thing
Without you I would never try
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Added by Epiphany Renee on April 24, 2009 at 10:48am —
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I can't spend long today because my siblings are coming to town and I have to get sleep so I can spoil them with attention. (My triplet siblings are nine months old and getting ready to start walking!)
But I wrote this--
I Bang My Head against the glass
Until I make it hideously beautiful
Art is hurt, Beauty is pain
I let the blood flow
Omega
Speak to me
Ink my skin
Move my feet
… If you're me
and I'm you...
Which of us
knows what to do
But 'see what's out there'
Though it's ugly?...
So are…
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Added by Epiphany Renee on April 23, 2009 at 10:23am —
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I don't feel much like writing right now. It has been a weird night. I am not feeling so hot at the moment.
I kind of want to take a drive to my Aunt's house and go jump on her trampoline. That sounds kind of great.
A little while ago I passed out had some very weird scattered dreams while trying to fight my way back to conscientiousness. And then when I woke up I felt like a rock I could barely move.
So this is what I am wishing for right now (strictly material and somewhat improbable objects):…
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Added by Epiphany Renee on April 22, 2009 at 9:14am —
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Wow this brings up something I have been thinking about a lot. I would love to be more active but I have so much trouble finding the time.
See I used to be heavy into dancing. I went to this studio, Footworks, for almost every class I qualified for, I danced seven hours a week and preformed in multiple dances in every showcase – at showcase time I took an additional two hours on the weekend for the studio's dance team. I miss it immensely but I quit doing that when I moved out on my own and coul…
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Added by Epiphany Renee on April 21, 2009 at 11:17am —
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Wanted... You don't know why but when adrenaline starts pumping and everything speeds up for most people things slow down for you -- Then you're kidnapped by a group of assassins that explains it's your inheritance: your father was one of them and you will be too once you catch the traitor that killed you father.
Gia.... Tortured, Lonely, Addict: the story of the first super model, she rose fast, fell hard, and died young (one of the first cases of aids.)
Gone In 60 Seconds.... Randall Reeves ha…
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Added by Epiphany Renee on April 20, 2009 at 10:34am —
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This is a blog about sleep. I love sleep. Lately I have not gotten enough, it's been a very busy and disorienting couple of weeks. This only makes me want more sleep. Sleep is regenerative. Sleep gives you something nothing else will.
I am off work tomorrow night and I will get lots of sleep. I would like very much to slip into a book and a bed at the moment but as I can't (don't have the time, must go to work in about thirty minutes) I will just think blissfully about tomorrow when I can inters…
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Added by Epiphany Renee on April 20, 2009 at 9:39am —
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She had spent time with those eyes in one serendipitous moment and ever since she was trying to catch them again. Shyly she peered around corners and over her work hoping those eyes would find her.
She was leaving, she didn't spot those eyes and was disappointed. As she turned towards her car she spots a boy with a sly smile. It was the boy with those eyes. Those eyes were waiting for her.
Those eyes were bright and blue, they set-off the dark hair adding mystery, multiplied by that smile and…
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Added by Epiphany Renee on April 19, 2009 at 10:34am —
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ok.... nevermind, I am getting kicked off the internet............. so I will go home and type this then post later....... darn and shoot!
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Added by Epiphany Renee on April 18, 2009 at 10:21am —
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Hi All! Today is meet you're BEDA buddies day so welcome to my twisted mind new friends. um.... first off I am sorry again for not posting yesterday's writing, I couldn't type before work because I slept late. BUT I will type it out after I finish this post.
OK, as I have nothing written today I want to open up a conversation with my new buddies (and anyone else). As I have said many times I am a book fanatic! So tell me good people:
What is(are) your favorite genre(s): I love YA, it outweighs…
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Added by Epiphany Renee on April 18, 2009 at 10:13am —
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I am exhausted.... I will post tonight before work to beat today's deadline...
I promise I have tons of stuff I already wrote it I am just too tired to type it up! I am practically asleep right now!
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Added by Epiphany Renee on April 17, 2009 at 1:05pm —
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